Straight

                   Straight

The  look  on  my  young   face  did  not  make  you
Unbutton  shirt   or   heart.       N o   whisper   came
From  you,  not even  once,     though  once  we two
Kissed.     Kissing    only   made   a   distant    frame
Around  your   coolness,      coolness  that was warm
But  cold   where     coldness    matters   in  the  part
Of  you  reserved  for  others.     Coldness  swarmed
Around    our     lips,    impressive    in    my    heart.
Impressed   it     limped    away    to     colder     hills
As   Scotland  is    divorced     from distant   Greece.
Your words and  gestures  and  your kiss  were pills
To  swallow,  causing    pain     and    curing  peace.
In   backgrounds   I    am     hugging     you    again.

The backgrounds of   tree  paintings  share  the pain.

[The right-hand margin of this sonnet is supposed to be straight like the left-hand margin, but this seems to be impossible for WordPress/Elegant Themes to allow.  So much for the wonders of modern technology.  If geeks were only as good as poets are, the world would be a better place.]